First off, I feel it is important you know how I got word of
Reiki Infinite Healer. I had never heard of Reiki nor did I have a penchant for
off-beat holistic approaches. To be honest I am a pill guzzler and I have been
so my whole life. My birthday was two months back and one of my long time
buddies who is into Reiki dared mewith a fully paid subscription to Reiki Infinite Healer.
Yes! I got Reiki Infinite Healer as a dareand as all dares go, I had to do it for
at least a few days. Thus, my journey began, and what a journey it has been.
I don’t suffer as such from any major or even minor ailment
but I tend to almost always feel a bit depressed and fatigued. The situation
normally gets worse when work pressure starts piling up. I am in the banking
sector and for me March to May is a hectic period. So around the time I
actually received Reiki Infinite Healer, I was smack in the middle of my annual
pressure bubble.
The First Week
I think I can give you a good idea of how this unexpected
gift turned out if I review the changes I noticed over the past two months. My first week was more a case of tradition
rather than curiosity. I downloaded the first part and began reading. By the
way, before I started, I did read a few Reiki Infinite Healer
reviews just to get an idea of what to expect. Turns out most folks talked
highly of the course, which did spark my curiosity.
“Alright, Reiki is Universal Life Force when translated to
English… Okay, how is it going to help me?” That was my obvious question. As it
turns out, the book’s initial few pages outline exactly this. Basically it
helps in maintaining homeostasis. I remember this term back from school and I
think it is the closest I can come to what the book explains. So your body and
mind are at peace, they do not have negative energy and are therefore more
attuned to your soul’s needs and necessities.
I honestly only skimmed through the first three chapters in
the first week but the more I read, the more it made sense. I don’t know if I
can explain why but I will try nevertheless. All my life I have always felt
this sort of negativity about everything. Whenever something good starts
happening I start feeling good but almost immediately I am overcome with this
sort of depraving helplessness as if everything is the same and nothing can
make me feel better. I have never gone to a psychologist nor talked of my
feelings before but I always knew I had a depressive side to me that I tried
hard to hide from everyone in my life. Reiki Infinite Healer somehow managed to
break that barrier in the first week.
The Second And Third Week
I kept day dreaming of each and every word in the book. I
fought with my inner voice telling me that I was fine and I did not need all
this but it was never convincing enough. So, on the 10th or 11th
day of starting my unwanted journey, which by the way was on halt for a few
days as I wanted not to believe in it, I restarted my journey in earnest, as a
student of the book and in some ways, a student of Dr. Usui himself.
That led me to five days of practicing the 5 Reiki
principles. It was honestly the best five days I have had for a long time and I
did not take the day off from work nor did I change anything in my life. Each
day it was a new principle and I really did feel unburdened. I noticed the
negativity inside me drop significantly. That inner voice, which always nagged
me from the moment I woke up till the time I slept, had suddenly died down. I
could concentrate better at work, felt more alive afterwards with friends and
family and I don’t think I ever got agitated or irritated with anything.
Since Then…
I will be honest I have not yet finished the first book. I
just started the self-treatment hand positions. I felt the desire to take my
time with practicing the five principles for much longer and now I don’t even
have to try. They come naturally to me and I feel happy throughout the day,
truly at peace. So, to my friend who gave me Reiki Infinite Healer as a
birthday dare, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. You made my life, be it
as an attempt to rile me up, but you really did change me for the better.